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week one ❧ monday
[Ultimately... Nino has to know what her profile says. Of course, there's the problem that she doesn't, you know, how to read, and she doesn't want to ask Jaffar; from what she's gathered from the rest of the profiles, they're pretty embarrassing or bad.
While she's sure he's read it...
She doesn't want to ask him to read it to her. That would be mortifying.
There are a few people she likes in this place, but someone was kind to her in particular, and already knows her secret; that makes it easier to immediately start snooping around the huts to try to find Akira's--and instead... managing to run into him as she's looking.]
... Oh!
Um, Akira...!
[I need ur halp]
While she's sure he's read it...
She doesn't want to ask him to read it to her. That would be mortifying.
There are a few people she likes in this place, but someone was kind to her in particular, and already knows her secret; that makes it easier to immediately start snooping around the huts to try to find Akira's--and instead... managing to run into him as she's looking.]
... Oh!
Um, Akira...!
[I need ur halp]
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Some adults.... a lot adults, they're no good.
[not that this is a great thing to say about someone's mother, but whatever.]
Keeping the things any parent should do for their child behind a gate like that—it wasn't fair to you, Nino.
[shouldn't a parent do those things? tell their kids that they're proud, hold them and stroke their hair when they need comfort? tell them that things would be okay?
his gaze shifts—his parents didn't do that for him either after he'd gotten arrested, so it's not like he doesn't understand how terrible it feels. but he doesn't say it, because it's not about him.]
I don't think that makes you a bad daughter, Nino.
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She ducks her head and takes a slow, shaky breath in, and then...well, she crouches on the ground, burying her face in her hands.
She can't help it, really.
After all:]
I'm sorry... you've been so nice to me... but I--
[She shakes her head a little, breathing in a shaky breath.]
I wanted to know... why... I wanted to know why she would ask me to do such a terrible thing. So I went back, even though my new friends had just saved me, and...
[She bites her lip, shaking her head.
It's real bad, Akira, it goes beyond just normal petty family squabbles.]
It was... it was just because she tried--tried to...but I, we...!
[Her breath hitches, but she continues:]
Because of me, she's dead...!
[Sorry for the backstory dump at rank 1, Akira, Nino's an open book about everything.]
Even though she wasn't my real mother... I'm still... [And, more softly:] Aren't I still a terrible daughter?
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he wonders if he said the wrong thing by pushing the issue. he certainly didn't expect that nino would get so upset in this way.
but if he made this mess, then he'll just have to clean it up, too.
so akira crouches down to nino's level; slowly and gently, he places a hand lightly atop her head. he doesn't think he should go so far as to hug her—that feels a bit awkward, especially considering he's the one that provoked it.
he doesn't mind the backstory dump—but he doesn't feel great that he caused it. but he'll let nino say everything he needs to. she can cry it out however she feels like she should.
but when silence falls and that question is asked, whether or not nino looks at him, akira is just shaking his head gently.]
Would a terrible daughter be this upset over this? Because I don't think that's how it works. [he doesn't know what caused this woman's death, but nino is broken up over it—and in his eyes, that likely means that it wasn't something that happened because she's a bad daughter that wanted it.
...or that it makes her one, really. it's hard to say without knowing, but he just honestly doesn't believe this of nino at all.]
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Well, she feels bad for dumping this all on Akira, but at the same time...
Saying it, finally, feels a little bit better too.]
...S-sorry, Akira... [She scrubs at her face vigorously, offering a wobbly smile.] ...B-but... maybe you're right.
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not in the least does akira feel like it's a bother—but then, he's also used to this sort of thing. it feels natural to him, and in some sense, in a time and place where he has to pretend even more than ever that he's nothing more than what he feigns—
but this is part of him too, a very real and natural part of who he is.]
Believe in yourself a little more. You're a good person, Nino. [she's kind and warm, she's thoughtful and bright—it doesn't take talking to her much to see that.]
You just had some bad luck. [because adults are shitty.]
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She's quiet for a long moment, focused on breathing...and then she just thumps onto the ground properly, sitting there and crossing her legs, wrapping her arms around her knees and propping her chin on her hand. She'll worry about whether or not she's a good person later.
For now...]
Um... do you mind if I ask what your profile says?
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[he'll hum and offer her a nod.] That's only fair, since I know what yours says. It's a little silly, though—I don't think much of it true, either.
[he'll flip to his own profile and just read it off the same way he read nino's.]
Akira Kurusu. Age 16. Height: Five feet, nine inches. Weight: Three question marks.
[he pauses, offering her a bit of a cheeky smile.] It looks like they let me keep one secret, huh?
[sure, that's what we'll go with and not that atlus didn't give anyone canon weights.]
Identifying features—Huge glasses, frizzy hair. [another pause, this is weird and embarrassing to say out loud.] A smirk that can make girls and guy drop their panties.
[seriously, nino. it's weird.]
Sacrificed for stealing hearts, falling off treadmills and being a smartass.
[somehow, that's less embarrassing than the panty dropping thing, whatever.]
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She doesn't totally get the connotations behind those colloquialisms, really, but she can at least get the general idea.]
I mean... you are really handsome.
[She can tell! Even though her heart is totally stolen, so it's more of a casual observation.]
...Thank you, Akira. For...reading mine to me, and sharing yours too.
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regardless, it's nice to see nino in better spirits after all of that. he kind of caused her to cry, but now she's laughing, so...
it's probably fine, right?
(please don't tell jaffar he made her cry, technically speaking. don't do it, nino.)]
I don't mind. It's not like everyone else didn't see mine already anyway. Now we're even.
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She knows better. She knows how Jaffar is, she'll definitely never tell Jaffar anything like that SHE KNOWS...]
Mm...I wish I knew how to read.
[She frowns a little to herself, drawing in the sand idly with a finger.]
It seems so... amazing! To be able to read everything for yourself, and... to not have to depend on anyone else. You could study anything you want!
[The shitty stepmother thing is, in fact, the reason behind the illiteracy, of course.]
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I never really thought about it that way.
[honestly, why would he? literacy is something he's taken for granted because it's just one of those things that exists. in a country where the literacy rate is 99%, he hardly ever considered people who can't read.]
I could try to show you some things. I don't think I'm much of a teacher or a tutor, but I could try.
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[There's...a slow, warm smile that spreads over her face at that, even as she begins to brighten further.
...!!!]
I promise I won't take too much of your time, and I'll do my best to learn... um, and I'll find a way to thank you, I promise!
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[it's something good, productive and helpful for him to do.]
I'll just have to think of the best way—I think there are some pens and paper around we could use.
[since sitting at the profile board and doing that sounds terrible, and he doesn't want to just draw letters and words in the sand. that's lame.]
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Okay! Just...let me know when you're not busy and I'll be ready to learn!
[HELL YEAH.]
I'm sure you'll be an amazing teacher!
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[he'll take a little bit of inspiration from nino's catchphrase here. he'd like to help her, if he can!]
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Let's do our best together! We'll be unstoppable!
[But...well, she at least got what she came here for.]
I guess I better not stay out long, or Jaffar will worry. But...thanks again, Akira! You're the best.
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[he doesn't think it would be all that great for jaffar to start worrying about her right now.
he won't hold her here, not when he was just trying to help her out, especially.]
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[And then, off she goes, back to her kawaii boyfriend.
Sadly, learning days will be derailed by suffering and murder.]